I will smile, I will laugh even if the desire is not there

I will live, I will love until I die

I will walk, step by step, towards the happiness but ...

I lost my mind because I keep questionning myself

I was, I am, and I will be sick !

Please give me medecine but i took it so many times

I want to take a break and ...

People believe that I live a big fairy tale ...

But, I'm a realistic person

I lost myself !

I have to breath to live a better life

How can Ichange myself ?

It is not easy for me because I don't know myself

I need to find my true "me" for my happiness

How can I forgive those made fun of me ?

How can I lift my head to the sky without crying a lot of bloody tears ?

Writing is a medecine for my illness

I lost my mind, my life, my time, my health, my braveness, and my motivation.

In the end, I will commit suicide but my sins, my lies will be always here ...

I live a paradoxal life because, in the first part, there are several things who give me a lot of pain

And in the second part, I have made a lot of sins and I lied so many times.

In the end, I will commit suicide but my sins, my lies will be always here ...