It's been so long since I last wrote you a letter. Isn't it amazing how I thought I had forgot you when I really didn't ? You still dictate some parts of my life. I still see you in the sky, in the quiet of the night, in little moment where your name isn't mention directly. Yet I know you're here. You never left, you never will. Oh yeah, I know I am attracted to some people right now, but I don't love them. Not like I love you. That love isn't the purest, or the deepest I might have, or will have. But it's a bonding between us that I can't ignore.

I stil wanna meet you. I still want to be comfort by you. It's still painful to not wake up in your reality, but I found peace as long as I walk in life, toward my destiny that I embrace. It was never meant to be you, but now I don't mind it.

Oh I still love you, and I will always probably... But I have enough closure to love in another way, to love someone else.

Your dearest Milia, forever yours to love.