i miss my mom

i miss my 6 years old self

i miss my other father, the one i had before i turned 13

the one who didn't hate me

i miss the age where i was enough for my parents

when i was the perfect daughter, sister, friend, student.

when i didn't know i was ugly but was still satisfied with my weight

I was also the older sister

never the child

I am my siblings 2nd mother